Wednesday, November 28, 2012

No pictures allowed

We went to visit the government orphanages today.

The one where they keep the babies, no cameras were allowed. So I can't post a photograph of the police van driving up as soon as we arrived, nor the police women who jumped out of the back of it with a five day old baby girl, wrapped in swaddling clothes, who had been abandoned at a hospital. Which happens sometimes as many as five times a day, we were told.

I can't show you a picture of the bleak room we entered where fifty or so children with shaven heads, all dressed exactly alike in white tshirts and blue pants, immediately surrounded us as we walked in. Have you ever thrown a piece of bread in a pond just to watch the ducks fight each other for it? Imagine that, but with toddlers, literally crawling our legs. They swarmed all of us, including my children, but we mothers were attacked the most voraciously, so desperate were they for a mother's embrace. I can't show you the face of one of them, a boy I think, as I held him tightly, but imagine the purest joy you've ever seen. Then another climbed my leg and I held one in each arm as they clung to me, burying their faces in my neck until they pulled away and laughed.

And I'm sorry I can't show you a picture of the bright sunny small room at the top of the stairs where the walls were lined with cribs. Even if I could, you couldn't hear what I heard, which, aside from the caretakers chatting to each other, was silence.  Except for one chubby little girl who must have been new to the orphanage and therefore still mistakenly believed that if she cried, someone might come. She sat whimpering in her crib with a confused look on her face. In the picture I can't show you you'd see that they were all clean and had dry diapers and were fed and appeared healthy, including the newly born, yet already orphaned babies sleeping wrapped in blankets. The other three in the small room, old enough to sit or stand, just stared at us, silently. All of them curious, except for one.

I can't show you his picture. But he was sitting up, so he must have been about eight months old. He was wearing a hot pink sweatshirt with an American label and a diaper and he had those beautiful Ethiopian almond eyes.  He did not look at us. He stared straight ahead, at nothing. I can't show you a picture of what it looks like for tiny almond shaped eyes to be completely hopeless. I can tell you though that when I reached for him, he flinched. But as I continued to hold my arms out, he cautiously rocked his little body closer, still not looking at me. And when I picked him up he melted into my chest completely and very soon I could tell that his breathing had regulated to mine. And he felt like he was mine.

But then I had to put him down. And he cried, probably for the first time in a long time he cried, painfully cried, and I looked desperately at one of the caretakers begging her with my eyes to please, just hold him. And she did, but she almost immediately put him back in his crib. I can't show you a picture of him banging his head against the sides of the crib in frustration. Or of the worker scooting him back and shaking her finger and fussing at him in Amharic.

Imagine him going silent again. Imagine him staring, at nothing, again. 

I can't show you a picture of the next room, which was sunny and bright, where twenty or so cribs lined the perimeter and were also paired in a line down the center, with two to four infants in each crib. You can't see that the mattresses were raised too high for most of the children, who should have been crawling out at their ages, but weren't. Imagine them all beautiful, perfect. Imagine half of them napping. The other half sat or laid in their cribs, empty except for their tiny bodies. No toys. Most of them were under one year, only three seemed older than that. Twin little girls were in one crib who may have been two. One little girl seemed at least three, and she sat in her crib, making no noise, just smiling shyly, on the too-high mattress.


I can't show you a photo of my son, my firstborn, going from crib to crib, tickling, hugging, kissing, playing patty cake with each baby, just as had been done to him every day of his infancy. I can't show you how their eyes lit up as he bent his blond head over them and gave them each a nickname: Smiley, Cutie, Jailbreak. How they tried to sit up and reach out their little brown hands to touch him. How they drooled and smiled toothless smiles at him. How their coos and giggles broke the silence in the room of fifty babies. How when he left them, they looked disappointed, but not surprised.

I'm sorry, but I can't show you any pictures of this because the government wouldn't let us take any photographs. 













111 comments:

  1. Oh my heart breaks...wish I had words...

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  2. This truly breaks my heart. I just can't imagine...

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  3. Just so you know, Bethie is not in a place like this, nor has she ever been. When she was born she was in a private missionary orphanage called Bridge of Hope and then she was transferred to a Gladney foster care center where the workers love and kiss and sing to the babies all day long. These are the orphanages run by the government, and they are dismal.

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    1. Missy, I'm going to pick up my daughter in a China orphanage in January. I will get to go, and I will be able to take pictures of the 'nice' areas. If only I could show this post to every one who rudely asks us, "Why can't you just adopt from here?"

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  4. Oh, Missy. What do I do as I read this and push that feeling that has been tugging and knocking and scratching its way into my heart down, down, down because my head says "No, there is nothing you can do. People are not adopting from Ethiopia now. Your son won't have a sibling who shares his heritage." ? What do I do with the knowledge of these babies?

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    1. I have lots of friends in the Ethiopian adoption program currently. There are some good agencies still working well in Ethiopia....We also have a son from Ethiopia. -Lisa Gemmen

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  5. I wanted to believe that the orphanages were different in Ethiopia, different than what I saw in Russia...baby house #3 as they call it,where 150 children sounded like none. It was deafly quiet. My Ethiopian dtr. was only in an orphanage for 1 month, and then at our agencies transition home...so I didn't see. I just wanted to believe that it was diffent there, different somewhere. My heart hurts.

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  6. I'm just crying. Over the loss these children have faced and the loss their families have faced and over my hearts burning desire to just GO and be Jesus to a group of brown-faced people. But now isn't the time. God has made that very clear.

    But it hurts. It hurts to read about it. Missy, you've changed your kids forever by taking them. And praise the Lord for it. PRAISE THE LORD.

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  7. This should be on the front page of every newspaper.

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  8. We visited a privately run orphanage in Nicaragua. Although the conditions were good, the workers didn't like us holding the babies or loving on them, because it made it hard for them when we left. It's one of those things you understand, but you don't. I don't blame the workers, they are overwhelmed and it is time consuming just to get the basic necessities taken care of. It's so sad, because every child should be loved and no child should ever have to live this way. I am praying for your hearts today. <3

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  9. Completely heartbreaking. How can anyone read something like this and not be moved to action?

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  10. They don't allow pictures, but your words portray the orphanage as well as or better than any picture could.
    I've felt drawn to adoption for a long time, but didn't know if it really was our calling or not to adopt. But this post may have just cemented that calling. Thank you, Missy.

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  11. Oh, I know this pain. It is what first broke me to my soul and I stood in that orphanage declaring I would do something. We weren't told that we couldn't take pictures...so I did. (this was in 2008)

    I wrote about here.

    http://forsuchasthese.blogspot.com/2012/08/where-my-heart-first-broke.html

    Enjoying your updates. Keep them coming.

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  12. Oh my gosh. Heartbreaking. We are inching closer to our son in Ethiopia, and these words just make me teary and heartsick. So ready to have our little man in our arms.

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  15. My daughter was in one of these for 8 months of her precious little life. From days old to 8 months old. Why they kept her that long makes no sense at all. And I cannot even describe the damage that is the child who comes into a loving family following that experience. I was not equipped to handle what I did not know. And I did not know that she resided in a place like that until the day we left Ethiopia. As soon as we got there I asked where she came from...where was she was for the 8 months prior to our match with her. Nobody could answer because it was all too common and the orphanages could not keep track of where they all came from. The only way I found out was another family travelled to a govt orphanage where they knew their son had been and some how in the process found out my daughter was with him. Now she is 4 and there is lasting damage...just in the past year ahead has learned to trust. Lots of these kids also suffer from Sensory Processing Disorder, my daughter is no exception.

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  17. I could sit here and cry my eyes out. Oh what a weighty reminder of WHY my husband and I are adopting again. I have been frustrated by homestudy updates and dossier amendments lately....but THIS is why we are doing it.

    Thank you for putting this into words for us, Missy.

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  18. Horrifying and heartbreaking. Lord, come soon! I saw similar babies in similar rooms in Ukraine.

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  19. Oh m'lands! You're killing me! I'm trying so hard not to let the tears spill over.

    Why does it have to be this way? And why is it SO BLASTED hard to provide these poor babies with a family and a home?!

    The government, by the way, should fear the picture your words painted more than what a mere picture would have conveyed.

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  20. Oh you just broke my heart.

    Come soon Lord Jesus!

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  21. This is heartbreaking, and yet what comes to mind is "as long as there is life, there is hope." The only reason we don't have orphanages like this in "developed" countries is because we kill all our unwanted and inconvenient babies before they have even have a chance at life.

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  22. This made me weep. four times I have been to Ethiopia. I have visited different orphanages. Twice God allowed me to bring children home to call my own. But as long as I live I will never forget what I saw and what I couldn't take pictures of in those government orphanages. Breaks my heart into a thousand pieces. Thank you for sharing this Missy!

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  23. Dear Missy,
    Thank You for this post. I have been reading your blog for several years. I shared this post on my facebook, I hope that is ok. I am so broken over this post. I will never be the same. -Briana Hatcher

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  24. Just noticed all your little owls have got their Christmas duds on. Too cute! Can't we swing open the door on Bethie's cage though?

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  25. I've read this twice now and am trying to come to grips with the fact that our wait time will be 18-30 months for our daughter. I know the red-tape, I know the scandals; but why-oh-why can't these adoptions be expedited for the sake the of these little ones?

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  26. I can't... I just can't imagine. Tears are flowing and prayers are flying...So many mothers need their babies and babies need their mommies and the red tape just takes too long...

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  27. Oh my word. These images. So powerful. I am going to share this and pray that God uses your post in a mighty way.

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  28. I really just don't understand. I don't. Maybe I haven't read enough, don't know enough, need to learn more, but why? Why aren't these babies with all the people who are WAITING FOR THESE BABIES??? I makes no sense! I am sobbing and terribly sad and horribly angry and I just do not understand....

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    1. I want to know the answer to this, too. Who are the children in the government orphanages and why aren't they being adopted when people are waiting?

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  29. Oh My Lord! Please comfort those babies whose Mothers cannot!
    My heart is so so sad...

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  30. what do you say to this?? Lord, help us all.

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  31. my heart is breaking with yours. tears on the keyboard tonight. praying for all those sweet sweet babies.

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  32. No words, Missy. Only tears. Jesus, be near.

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  33. SO very sad...praying for all the babies..
    Mary, momma to many, including 4 from Ethiopia

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  34. I thought your last post was sad.....but this one is absolutely heart-breaking! Prayers for all of those sweet babies who don't have their mommas.

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  35. I can't even imagine. At least it was clean but oh so sad and how many american families would love to take in a 'baby' or toddler.
    This is just so sad to read about.

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  36. The pain of being a mother is that you can't hear these words and not imagine your own child, knowing their vulnerability, their need, their inherent trust that is so easily abused. It breaks my heart a million times over. And in Christ, these are our children, our responsibility to love....Lord, help us.

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  37. Thank you, Missy. What a wake up call.

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  38. Well, this just breaks my heart. My husband and I are just beginning our journey toward adopting. This post makes me want to adopt ALL the babies...or do what I can do make sure they are loved.
    Thank you for sharing. I know it couldn't have been easy to write all this out.

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  39. Absolutely breaks my heart. I can't imagine actually being there and not being able to take them home...

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  40. The most powerful post I have ever read. I have said so, and shared a link on my blog. I wish we were in a position to do the same as you. God bless you for not flinching from the task to which He has called you.

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  41. Missy - I have only been reading your blog for about two months, so I'm fairly new - please know that your situation has broken my heart - broken it in a good way - we have all become too lazy in our prayer life, our mission life, our go out and "save the world" life - maybe just I have become all of these, but I think not - I said all this to say that, last night while at church, I had the overwhelming urge to pray for you and your family - I didn't know what was going on with your family at that specific time, I just felt the urge to pray and I did - please know that there are people out here who don't even know you who are praying you through this and praying your sweet Bethie home - love and prayers, jen

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  42. THANK YOU for the word pictures! You did a beautiful job... I saw it all very clearly!

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  43. Captured with word pictures that burden my heart and leave me in tears. Thank you for sharing these images.

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  44. This brings back the pain I felt when standing where you are two years ago. Brings it right back and my heart hurts all over again. Yes, come quickly Lord Jesus. Put an end to this madness.

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  45. Missy! THANK YOU for putting into words what I couldn't. We've been there twice. You did about as good of a job as is possible of putting it into words. On our second trip I did sneak some video on our flip cam. That second trip I was on a mission. I posted the video in this blog post a couple of months ago: http://ourethiopiandaughter.weebly.com/2/post/2012/10/fall-festivals-and-bring-love-in.html

    I didn't draw much attention to the fact that I did take video there. There are signs posted everywhere. I was scared, but I was determined to capture as much of it as I could. I had the flip cam stuck down in the front pocket of our daughters Ergo carrier. shhhh....

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    1. Please be cautious in sharing your video. I don't know your intentions in videoing and posting it. But, I can tell you I lived in China when foreigners came in and secretly videoed several orphanages. The only thing that changed when they went public with their video was the increased difficulty in foreign adoption and that adopting parents were no longer allowed into the orphanages. I'm writing this with love and caution, not aggression to stir up controversy.

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  46. Missy, Bethie is beautiful! Thank you for your words. We have "only" been waiting on gladney list for almost 16 months and know we have many more ahead. I feel a renewed patience in knowing that the wait is absolutely worth it. Each one of those children is worth any length of time it may take. Thanks for saying what needs to be said.
    Jenn Blake

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  47. I'm reminded of the times my husband and I sat and played with babies for many hours in China. Come, Jesus.

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  48. Oh, Missy. This just hurts my heart to read, as we have been waiting for our over 2 years on our baby girl in Ethiopia. It is so hard to reconcile this in my heart. Please, Jesus, be near.

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  50. I followed a link from Kristen Howerton's blog to read this (new to your blog). I wept and wept reading this as, in the background, I watched my husband playing with our 4 month old and I watched his little face light up. My heart aches over this broken world and over these little ones who are feeling the brunt of it.

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  51. Those of you who are asking about what you can DO:

    please go here

    http://aderafoundation.org/programs/kebebe-tsehai-orphanage-project/

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  52. Thank you for sharing your story, and I love reading all of the comments and hearts crying out for change. Please step up and be a part of the solution! I am executive director of the Adera Foundation and we are taking steps to make change, thanks to many folk's hearts! Please take the emotions you are feeling and let it move you to action. We will be going in 2013, take a week off and go and rock babies. Pray! Give! We have hired 28 additional caregivers at kebebe and they need encouragement and mentoring, please let all your emotions be a catalyst for change! I will be there Jan. 1-12 and will meet with the director and see what practical things that can be done! Please pray for Adera and how we can make a difference!

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  53. Oh my god. I want to fly there right now, and gather them all in my arms and love them...every single one of them. I want to show them just a small piece of what my son enjoys each day of his life.

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  54. Powerful blog! Yes, all these precious little ones need loving families. But please be prepared, when you bring an orphaned child into your family, that exactly what you're describing here has caused their little brains to develop differently and they will respond unlike babies who have not been traumatized/neglected. The silence you heard is a huge sign. Their wounded hearts can heal, but it's important that adopting from any orphanage or foster care situation (no matter how "good") that we all understand that our adopted children coming out of these hard places will often have sensory, trauma, attachment and language problems. Intensive, quick interventions and strong/nurturing parenting are needed. Be prepared. Attachment & Trauma Network can help. God Bless you all and all these precious babies!

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  55. Is there any way to get information to adopt from this orphanage? We are just starting to figure out the process for all this and would love to adopt from there.

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  56. {tears} I wish I could hop on a plane and bring them back here to a home, hold them all tightly.

    Can you tell us where you were or what orphanage it was? Is there anything we can do to help? I'd like to hear more about this story.

    stephanie@stephaniesheaffer.com

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  66. Hello Friends

    I have something to share with you!!! There is a great joy in my heart which I want to share with everyone. My name is Doreen. I had a misunderstanding with my lover a few years ago; which led to us to break up and he never wanted to hear my voice again. He saw a beautiful love more prettier than myself, but as time went on I met Doctor Zaza. He is a great spell caster (medicine man ). I contacted him through his email and explained everything to him. He said that I shouldn't worry, that my lover will come back to me on his knees begging for forgiveness. I bought an item that he told me to buy for the preparation of the spell. After everything was prepared he told me that my lover will come to me with 24 hours begging. My greatest joy now is that he actually came back to me and fell on his knees begging for forgiveness, and today we are happy. Do you have any problem with your loved one? Do not know what to do? Well worry no more because Doctor Zaza can provide you with a spell to get him or her back. With the help of a spell just as he helped me. Contact Doctor Zaza today via email for your spell: indiaspellcaster@hotmail.com

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  67. Greetings to every body on this sit am here to share the good news of how priest oduma help me to get back my lover within the period of 48 hours i want to tell you that this man is a great man and a man of his word if you are passing through the same problems i advice you to contact him for help today and he will put a simile on your face again am so happy to share to this testimony to the word and every body on this sit you can contact him via: email @ spellofsolution@yahoo.com OR call his phone number +2348153363047
    Thank you sir for your help .....

    Patrica

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  68. I never believed in love spells or magic until I met this spell caster once when i went to see my friend in Indian this year on a business summit. I meant a man who's name is Dr ATILA he is really powerful and could help cast spells to bring back one's gone, lost, misbehaving lover and magic money spell or spell for a good job or luck spell .I'm now happy & a living testimony cos the man i had wanted to marry left me 5 weeks before our wedding and my life was upside down cos our relationship has been on for 3years. I really loved him, but his mother was against us and he had no good paying job. So when i met this spell caster, i told him what happened and explained the situation of things to him. At first i was undecided,skeptical and doubtful, but i just gave it a try. And in 7 days when i returned to Canada, my boyfriend (now husband) called me by himself and came to me apologizing that everything had been settled with his mom and family and he got a new job interview so we should get married. I didn't believe it cos the spell caster only asked for my name and my boyfriends name and all i wanted him to do. Well we are happily married now and we are expecting our little kid, and my husband also got the new job and our lives became much better. His email is atilahealinghome@yahoo.com

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  69. All my respect and love to a lady ogbefispell@gmail.com who literally changed my life with her magic and kindness.

    Alberto Gilles - Italy

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  70. My Name is SHANTEL i want to share my life experience to every body on this site DR OSOBASE exreunitingspellhome@live.com .i was in a serious relationship with john, i love him so much we have dated for almost 7 years now.until he meant another girl called Sandra he told me that he is know longer interested in dating me any more. i was so confuse i don't know what to do.so i told my friend about what my love just told me and he told me that she can solve my problem i was doubting her how can that be possible.so she directed me to a spell caster called Dr OSOBASE so i contacted him and i explain every thing to him and Dr OSOBASE told me that my problem will be solved within two days if i believe i said OK.So he cast a spell for me and after two days my love came back to me begging me on his knees on the ground asking me to forgive him.Am so happy now. so that why i decided to share my experience with every body that have such problem contact him email; exreunitingspellhome@live.com

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  71. I never believed in love spells or magic until I met this spell caster once when i went to see my friend in Indian this year on a business summit. I meant a man who's name is Dr ATILA he is really powerful and could help cast spells to bring back one's gone, lost, misbehaving lover and magic money spell or spell for a good job or luck spell .I'm now happy & a living testimony cos the man i had wanted to marry left me 5 weeks before our wedding and my life was upside down cos our relationship has been on for 3years. I really loved him, but his mother was against us and he had no good paying job. So when i met this spell caster, i told him what happened and explained the situation of things to him. At first i was undecided,skeptical and doubtful, but i just gave it a try. And in 7 days when i returned to Canada, my boyfriend (now husband) called me by himself and came to me apologizing that everything had been settled with his mom and family and he got a new job interview so we should get married. I didn't believe it cos the spell caster only asked for my name and my boyfriends name and all i wanted him to do. Well we are happily married now and we are expecting our little kid, and my husband also got the new job and our lives became much better. His email is atilahealinghome@yahoo.com

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  72. I am Bart and i am out here to thank Dr.Zabaza for a bringing back my lover to me within 48 hours. I am not suppose to be exposing my secret but i am just doing it to save others that are in pains right now just like myself before i meet Dr.Zabaza. The best place to save your relationship is to contact Dr.Zabaza on zabaza.logan@yahoo.com or call him on +2348182620374 and with 48 hours all your relationship troubles will be gone


    BART
    FROM IRELAND

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  73. I don't know how you did it, but you did it. My man came back within a
    week after you did the Ultimate Return My Love Spell x 3. He finally
    dumped that other woman. He said he couldn't stop thinking about me.
    He said he was thinking about me everyday NON-STOP! I still can't
    believe it. I wish I found you earlier before I paid so much money to
    other sites and spell-casters. We are going to a concert tonight and
    this month we are going to Las Vegas, I think it's a surprise, because
    he's been talking about marriage lately. thanks to voodoo you
    can contact on his email voodoospellcaster@india.com

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  74. Hi Friends I dated my wife for 6 years, when we were still dating after i have proposed to her and after fixing a date for our marriage she stop calling, talking, and coming over to my place just 2 months before our wedding and even told her friends and relatives that she saw me with another lady and that I’m a lier so the wedding was automatically cancelled. Whenever I go over to her place they tell me that she not at home so one day a friend of mine told me about Dr. Dros and told me that he can help me win her love back, that he had help with with his financial debt and he is now in money and got a new job that pays him really well. He gave me his contact and I contacted him, when I wrote he told me that she will come back to me that I should stop stressing myself and that I should stop calling her and going to her place that she will come back to me by herself and call me to beg to have her back into my life. One three days after PROPHET Dr. Dros have casted the spell, she started calling my friends and told them she was sorry that she have missed me, and everything went back to normal and now I am happily with her two kids, To contact Dr. Dros for your truelove and spiritual consultation Email: drossuva@gmail.com , Thank you for your help Dr. Dros I am forever grateful for all you have done for me.

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  75. Thank you Dr.Zabaza for a wonderful spell you casted for me that brought back my lover within 48 hours.. With these i am convenience that you are sent to this world to rescue people from heart break.. Whoever is having difficulties in his relationship should contact Dr.Zabaza at: zabaza.logan@yahoo.com Better still you can call him on +2348182620374 He is the solution to any relationship problem

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  76. Hello everybody, my names is Cindy Davis Am from Canada i want to give thanks and honor to Dr.ATILA for the great work he did for me, he brought my lover within 24 hours which i never taught it will ever come through in my life, but this great man Dr. ATILA proved to me that powers can do wonders, i got his contact from a friend in the USA who he helped, this friend of mine told me that this man is great but i felt as hmm are you sure? cause i hardly believe those kind of things,so she told me not to worry that when i contact him, that she is guaranteeing me 100% that my lover will come back that if it does not work that she will be the one to give me back my money, to show her sincerity to me, she gave me her car that if it does not work that and she did not pay me the money that i spent that she i should collect her car and she gave me all the documents, i was so so surprised she was very serious about it so that was how i contacted him and i told him what i want he just told me that everything will be done within 24 hours so with the assurance my friend gave me i was having confident, so in the next 24 hours that he told me i just heard a knock on my door i never knew it was mark, so that was how i opened the door the first thing he did was to go on his knees, he started begging me to forgive him that he is very sorry for everything, i was really surprised and was also happy, so that was how i forgive him and now we are living together happily than ever before, and am using the media to invite my friends on my wedding which will coming up on 30/10/2013, am very happy thanks be to Lucy who gave me his contact and honor be onto Great DR. ATILA who helped a lot, if you need his help or you want to thank him for me you can contact him through atilahealinghome@yahoo.com or cell number +2348169457829

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  77. people on this site am happy that am among of those people testified about Dr odudu for his great work done, i have seeing people telling me about DR ODUDU but when i contacted him he solve my relationship issue for me in just 48hours and make me a happy woman, people on this site dont contact any body if not Dr odudu so that you we not wast your money because money is hard to get so is better you spend it in were you no you can get your solution okay before i finally get back my lover back. i have spend alot of money iN fake spell caster when i contacted Dr odudu that is when i saw the beaut of life and me and my lover are happily married last week contact DR odudu now to get your problem solve so that you too can be a happy person like me,i wish you success as you contact oduduspell@gmail.com or call +2348051913076
    nelia from U S A

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  78. am nelson by name i want to appreciate Dr odudu for what he has done for me in just 24hours, my wife left me because i was facing some difficulty in my working place with that she run away because i could not take good care of her in just fours i found my wife all over the country but no were to be found, in that process of four month i was lonely no body to help me out when i complain to my colleague directed me to Dr odudu the great spell cast when i contacted him on oduduspell@gmail.com his private phone is +2348051913076 he cast a restoration spell for me immediately the spell is done my director called me for apology and i resumed work immediately and i was also paid for the time i spend at home at the same process my wife that i found for over four months came too all with the help of Dr odudu since that time every thing went for good am now living a peaceful life with my wife and my working place.thanks to Dr odudu for all his help contact him on oduduspell@gmail.com or call +2348051913076.

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  79. I am called Leopera from Spain, I am happy to be on this site because Dr.Zabaza made it possible for me to get my lover back within the period of 48 hours. First of all i came across Dr.Zabaza contact details on the internet, and i decided to give Dr.Zabaza a chance to see if he is capable to bring my lover back to me.. And i must say that Dr.Zabaza did a great job. The best place to get your lover back is at Dr.Zabaza temple which is: zabaza.logan@yahoo.com OR call +2348182620374

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  80. This is my testimonial on how Dr.Zabaza of zabaza.logan@yahoo.com brought back my lover within 48 hours, I came across Dr.Zabaza email address through the search engine few days ago, so i emailed him about my condition and how my lover left me. He told me it would take him only 48 hours to get my ex back to me, my ex called me before 48 hours begging me to forgive him and forget about the past and he is ready to make up for lost time.Thank you Dr.Zabaza for the good job you did for me continue the good work. Contact Dr.Zabaza via email on zabaza.logan@yahoo.com or call +2348182620374

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  81. if not for Dr odudu i would that be a childless person but with the help of Dr odudu every thing was restore back to me and i make my husband a happpiest man on earth all with the help of the great man called Dr odudu contatct him him now if you are having any problem with not being able to conceive or bear a child dr odudu is the answer contact him on EMAIL; ODUDUSPELL@GMAIL.COM
    PHONE NUMBER; +2348051913076

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  82. I met this man called Dr.Zabaza by name, And before then i had a broke up with my lover. And i have tried all means to get him back but all was in veil. A friend introduce this online spell caster called Dr.Zabaza to me who helped me to get my lover back without no stress. If you are in this kind of condition, i will advice you to give him a trial and you will be a happy person like myself Contact Dr.Zabaza on: zabaza.logan@yahoo.com or call +2348182620374 For assistance

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  83. You don't need to go to the wrong place to seek for help in getting your lover back, The right place to get your lover back as soon as possible is at Dr.Zabaza temple of solution. And you can contact DR.ZABAZA on +2348182620374 or via email at: zabaza.logan@yahoo.com and through his help your lover will come back to you within 48 hours. For the record my name is Kevin from California (USA)

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  84. i want to appreciate what Dr odudu has done for me in just 48hour for bring back my fiance, when my fiance left me Dr odudu brought her back for me am so happy today is the help of Dr odudu contact him when ever you are facing any problem Dr odudu is the solution contact him on oduduspell@gmail.com for any help is the man that restored back my relationship issue with the help of magic power contact him now
    email : oduduspell@gmail.com
    phone number: +2348051913076
    ANDY

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  85. I’m Mercy brown by name I have a few testimony to share with you all about myself, I was in a relationship with this guy and for 3years and we were about getting married when we both have misunderstanding with each other and he ask me for a divorce and we both agreed and after 4months I head that he was having an affair with one of my closest friend and I was very upset and worried so a friend of my advice me and told me if I still love my ex and if I really want to have him back so I told her yes, and she ask me to contact Dr. Madurai the spell caster and I did although I never believe on spell so he gave me something when he was casting the spell and ask me to say my wishes on it and after the casting of the spell a receive a phone call from my ex and was ask me at which I did and now we are back together again I’m so happy and I wish not to ever have this mistake again in my life. I will also advice anyone with this kind of issue to contact him for help he is really nice on phone and always there to answer you question giving you the good advice that you need. his email is maduraitemple@yahoo.com

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  86. I recently saw a testimony about a spell caster of some sort in a blog I visit for relationship and marriage counselling problems and I just thought after ripped off the previous year of almost about $580, I should try it*maybe out of desperation of some sort*..and I contacted them..Atfirst everything felt dreamy and unbelievable,their consultations and solution was a little bit easy and strange and I was scared a little cos I heard read and heard lots of stories of fake spell casters and scammers ripping people off their money..I played along with a little hope and and faith and I was sent some few stuffs after everything and it worked like a miracle,everything went to a while new direction,it was and is amazing...I guess it was all good faith that made me read That particular post that faithful day..I hope they could help other people too like they did me...I did a little and I got everything I wanted and wished for*my husband,my family and my life back*their ogbefispell@gmail.com for more information.

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  87. my name is Rose from u.s, I want to thank the great Dr abolo for what he did for me he brought happiness back into my life. My boyfriend left me and told me is over I was devastated as I loved him so much I decided to contact a spell caster and I met a friend who told me of a great doctor and I decided to contact him and he told me in three days my boyfriend will call me and beg me to accept him I thought he was joking in three days everything happened as he said I am so happy you can also contact him at;abolospell@hotmail.com for any kind of help, or call 2347052534659. because i promise to publish his email to the world.

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  88. My name is Handford Ann,i base in canada.i want to share my wonderful testimony on how i got back my ex-lover of my life back, who i sworn to be with until when he left me to another woman for no reason and i try to make things work for both of us yet things where getting worse and i love him so much and there is nothing i could do to get my ex back until i met a testimony share by Maria from USA on the internet talking about a powerful spell caster who brought his ex lover back within 48hours and i decide to give it a try and to my greatest surprise he also did it for me just as he did for Maria and i have a lot of people complaining of fake spell caster but this one i met was a real spell caster who help me to solve my problem i have no solution to,i introduce many of my best friends that have a similar problems,and their problem were solve with the great help of dr.Trust.they get back their ex within 48 hours.i am so happy that my ex is back to me again,and the most surprise,is that our love is very strong,every day is happiness and joy. and there is nothing like been with the man you love.i am so happy my love is back to me with the help of Dr.Trust.if you have similar problem i will advice you to contact him ,he is there to help you and put a smile on your face ask he did to me and others.contact email(ultimatespellcast@gmail.com or ultimatespellcast@yahoo.com call +2348156885231) what will i have done if not the great help of dr.trust. Thanks Handford Ann from canada.

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  89. I want to testify to everyone on how my husband and i got children after our 5 years of marriage. we got married and we could not conceive a child we have been to several hospitals for checking and the doctors always say that we are okay that nothing is wrong with us, we have been hoping for a child, my husband was beginning to keep late night outside and pressure from the family for him to marry another wife and divorce me, i was always crying and weeping because i was loosing my marriage. so i visited my friend in Florida and she told me that she also have been through this same situation but she got her help of getting her own child from a great priest from Africa, so she told me that she will contact me to the priest and he will do some fertility spell for me to have my own child, i spent 4 days with her in Florida and we both email the priest and he said i should send my information to him and he said in 2 days after the spell will be completed. so i waited and i went back made love with my husband and i conceive. so i am very grateful to the priest for his help and miracle that help me save my marriage. please for same help, contact him via jayemamagictemple@gmail.com you can still visit his web site http://jayemamagictemple.webs.com/ I WILL FOREVER BE GRATEFUL FOR EVERYTHING PRIEST.

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  90. After wasting a lot of time in trying other means to get my lover back i decided to give this powerful spell caster called Dr.OKOYE an opportunity to see if he will be able to bring my lover back to me.. I blamed myself at the end of the whole things for ever doubting the powers of Dr.OKOYE because through the help of Dr.OKOYE my lover came back to me within the time period of 48 hours which to me was so shocking because i never thought that Dr.OKOYE was going to be able to bring my lover back. I wish all those having problems in there relationships or marriage a success as they contact Dr.OKOYE through these details below via email: Ojemiritemple@gmail.com or you simply dial this mobile number +2348110038610 because i believe that Dr.OKOYE is capable to rescue and restore your relationship with more love and romance.

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  91. Are you suffering from any of the following problem ?

    1- Make/Fall in Love with any Desired Girl / Boy
    2- Attract - Control any Desired Girl / Boy
    3- Make Parents agree for Love Marriage / Inter Caste Marriage
    4- Make Your Lover Agree For Marriage with You
    5 -Get Your ex Boyfriend / Girlfriend Back by uduere
    6-Control - Attract your Boss / teachers towards You
    7- Make anyone agree to your decision by uduere doo
    8-Get Your ex Girlfriend Back by uduere from new Boyfriend
    9- uduere doo to Control In Law's minds
    10- Stop your husband's affair with another lady
    11- Find out if your husband / boyfriend cheating with you
    12- attract your husband towards you with royalty
    13-There is no Love between Husband - wife ??
    14-Your Husband / Wife is having an affair with some other ??
    15-Husband / Wife is not loving you now as before ??
    16-Husband / Wife is not giving you RESPECT ??
    17-Lack of trust or understanding between husband wife ??
    18-You want to Divorce ?? Or Want to Prevent Divorce ??
    19-Your Husband Does not listen to you ??
    20-Husband is not responsible or caring ?
    21-Husband / Wife not giving you space for yourself ?
    22-Mother in law teaching your husband negative lessons about you ?
    23-Your Wife / husband is cheating on you ?
    24-Husband Drinks So much, and Come home late night ?
    25-Husband Beats you without any reason ?
    26- Your Husband / Wife is attracting towards his / her EX partner ?
    there is no problem without solution this is the end of your problem,
    you can contact me via email add;lordaggumamagicspell@gmail.com

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  92. I want to use this opportunity to thank this great woman called prophet Rita for what she has done for me and my family. This great woman has brought happiness and joy back again to me and my family.Prophet Rita has used her great and powerful spell to help me bring back my husband within the period of 48 hours and also helped me in getting pregnant with her powerful spell.This is more than words can say, at first i didn't believe it but today it is so true and all thanks goes to Prophet Rita. i will advice every one out there that has a similar issue, and also any one who is willing to get his or her lover back and any one who wants to get pregnant quick to contact this wonderful woman today via prophetritatemple@gmail.com and share in this wonderful testimony and forever remain happy in life. Once again you can contact prophet Rita via prophetritatemple@gmail.com or call her +2347065951088. She is truly a miracle to the world.

    Tonia
    From Switzerland

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  93. Hello, My name is Jessylynn harvey. i want to share to the whole world on how Dr Keke Odin the chief Priest of all the spell casters in India Helped me reunite my marriage. To cut the long story shot, after 2 years of break up with my Husband with no phone calls or email messages. i was so frustrated because i have contacted so many other spell casters with no results. when i read about Dr Keke Odin (The Chief Priest Of all the spell casters in India) on his website at http://greatkekespelltemple01.webs.com so i decided to contact him for help. to my greatest surprise, in just 24 hours later my Husband called me and started begging for forgiveness. i am now a happy woman with a beautiful baby girl.all thanks to Dr Keke odin. You can contact Dr keke Odin On directly on his email at greatkekespelltemple@gmail.com or contact him through his website at http://greatkekespelltemple01.webs.com. his help is assured and guaranteed once again email him directly at greatkekespelltemple@gmail.com

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  94. Have been all over looking for solution to my Marriage until i tried out the internet, I found a Dr AGBAGIE whom people talked about and shared good testimonies about him, My Husband has decide to leave our marriage, because he said he can't stand my mom, But i love my Husband so much that i can let him leave after 8years of marriage. So the Dr AGBAGIE did changed the whole problems and issue to testimony, He did a spell to calm and reconcile my mom and my Husband and then carryout a spell to make my husband love me more and remain in our marriage. I saw results after 2days and to be frank, this Dr AGBAGIE is a God sent. My family is as peaceful and lovely as i asked for..I'm grateful.friends in case you need the help of Dr AGBAGIE kindly mail him on (agbagietemple@gmail.com ) or call him on +2348052849204, Sir i will forever recommend you.

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  95. I want to tell the whole world about Dr odudu and he help me out in pain when i was in relationship problem Dr odudu solve it for me in just 48hours am so happy to day is the help of Dr odudu the great caster who help the rich and the poor contact him now if you are in any problem of such like relationship poverty sickness promotion and you want to get a big joy of never before contact Dr odudu on oduduspell@gmail.com or call +2348051913076 his the solution of all via him now without now delay oduduspell@gmail.com or call +2348051913076
    morga from holland

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  96. hello this is my great promise to Dr odudu that once my lover is back am going to tell the whole am so much happy and over whelmed that my love is back after Dr odudu cast a spell on her.all thanks to Dr odudu for making me happy contact him now if you are any condition of relationship here i come with the right and direct contact of Dr odudu via oduduspell@gmail.com or call +2348051913076 contact him now for you to be a happy man or woman
    PETER FROM ITALY

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